I love my kids

I love that my kids are so much like me in so many ways- Just silly things though you know- like the fact that Pickle and Little Man for the most part anyway, love doing crafties. I love that my kids love rice and gravy just like me and just like me, it is their comfort food. I love that Pickle will come home from school, or just spend an entire Saturday for that matter, cuddled up in her bed in her jammies watching movies and playing with barbies or coloring. I love that we all love playing board games - and I love that I have probably 20 some-odd board games that one day we will play together but that I am happy just to play snakes and ladders or monopoly jr or checkers or whatever until then. I am happy that my kids still don't care that I show up to school when it's pizza lunch day and hang out until the bell rings even though it would be like a "day off " for me- I am glad they still run to me calling my name when they get out of school every day... I am just happy my kids like me and like being with me and we like doing things together- and I am disturbed that some people don't seem to care that their kids don't want to be around them....

You Are Not Dreaming...

Ok so - I am not going to spend this entire post rehashing the last 6-8 months or going on about why I haven't blogged- I just haven't- not that there hasn't been anything to blog about. Mostly, to be honest, its just because I am or was- or always will be, caught up in the Facebook world and of course- skype.. so whatever- I'm back- ...

I am also, not dead- not dying, that I know of- not feeling 100% but I would say in the range of 80-85% which is acceptable. I am still a non-smoker thank you very much and plan to stay that way FOREVER! I am so grateful I do not smoke anymore- I don't have to worry about how I will quit- "oh how will I ever stop smoking?" I am done with it and I am so awesome for that!!!! I also- on the down side gained at least 20 pounds over the past year because of that- but I can get rid of the weight- once motivation kicks in again.....

Why do I have no motivation you ask?? I will say one thing and I know I need not say another thing: CC- UNEMPLOYED- A-Fucken-GAIN- since mid-December.. how is he not dead? How am I not in jail/gone out of my f'ing mind you ask? I do not rightly know.... that is all I want to say about that right now. It makes my stomach hurt.

So I'm back.. I will try for a goal of once a week- maybe more to just keep the juices flowing if nothing else... I have to get back to me stuff - do things I like- and I like to write... and so, I shall....