PURPLE RAIN

So last night I ended up staying up until after 3 a.m. unintentionally of course reading old emails between me and Scarecrow which I have always meant to delete but never have. So literally 4 years of emails I went through- hundreds. So I basically re-lived four years of my life last night and I tell you- it was like I was living it all over again- the sadness and the laughter and all of that - it was weird and then of course I dreamt about him all last night- NO not sexual or anything- just flashes you know- and then I woke up missing him. I still can't believe he is no longer a part of my life. He was my best friend. That fucken sucks. I still think about him almost every day- like seriously- I really do at some point pretty much every day I think about what he's doing or something will remind me of him or whatever- it's all quite sad... I wonder if he does the same or if I am just a distant memory... anyway I could go on and on - but I better not...


I never meant 2 cause u any sorrow
I never meant 2 cause u any pain
I only wanted 2 one time see u laughing
I only wanted 2 see u laughing in the purple rain
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I only wanted 2 see u bathing in the purple rain
I never wanted 2 be your weekend lover
I only wanted 2 be some kind of friend
Baby I could never steal u from another
It's such a shame our friendship had 2 end
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I only wanted 2 see u underneath the purple rain
Honey I know, I know, I know times are changing
It's time we all reach out 4 something new
That means u 2
U say u want a leader
But u can't seem 2 make up your mind
I think u better close it
And let me guide u 2 the purple rain
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If you know what I'm singing about up here
C'mon raise your hand
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I only want 2 see u, only want 2 see u In the purple rain......