I STAND CORRECTED

Ok well, mmm... how can I say this? Ummm well, I was wrong- dead wrong. The weekend was great- we did everything together and there was no sitting around wasting time watching hours of tv. We went out, did some shopping, took the kids for lunch - took them to an arcade and mini-golf which they loved- had a good old fashion barbecue- we did it all- and it was nice he didn't make one attempted to call his friends and go golfing or out- - he seemed quite content to be where he was- which never seems to be the case. So it was nice- but it went by so fast. Ok and get this- when he left and we were all saying good bye I got all veclempt and tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't talk in fear of breaking down. I don't know if it was because of the kids- and how they were all hugging him and telling him they will miss him, or if it was because I will miss him, or maybe because I was sad that things couldn't always be the way they were this past weekend, - I don't know why- but I teared up- and he saw it too- I know he did (but you know men- can't handle emotion- let's pretend we didn't see anything) anyway it was strange- I thought about it a lot yesterday as to why- and I don't really know... but anyway it was good weekend afterall- although I blew my diet totally..... sigh... oh well, it's a new day....